I feel like i’ve gained weight since they’ve been forcing me to eat. They wont let me know how much i weight.

They’re making me even more obese.

I hate this treatment program.

I hate food.

This ed program is killing me. 

I hate it , and i hate them. 

I swear, i can feel them all watching me eat. It makes me want to take the damn food, and throw it against a wall, and just scream at them. They’re going to make me gain weight. They wont even let me look at the scale.

And my parents- i love them, but they’re making me go crazy. The dietitian is telling them i need to eat at home too, so my parents are breathing down my neck about it. They tried to force me to eat an apple yesterday even though every time i eat solid food at this point it kills my stomach. I just want to purge every single goddamn piece of that crap from my body. 

I hate food, and I hate the dietitian.